Remember When I Used To Eat Sardines For Dinner?

My sincerest apologies for skipping two valuable blogs about the past two days. Things, like I've said before, have began to settle, but there is still a lot to be worked on.
First, before I delve into personal stuff, there's the trip to the City Of David in Jerusalem that we took. The information was very cool and all, but there seemed to be so little archeological finds and stuff that it seemed very doubtful, especially without the aid of the Tanach as a history book. My skepticism follows me wherever I go, never leaving any stone unturned. So it is bound to show up in Israel. Anyway, it was super windy and cold outside, and I climbed some pretty freaking steep stairs and narrow tunnels. Like exactly enough room for the width of my body. No joke. Those ancient Israelites amaze me sometimes. Anyway, as soon as we started to leave for the buses, it started raining and hailing like no other, similar to the time on Ben Yehuda street.

Anyway, things seem to be settling down, my groups of friends slowly forming, but not cliquey enough that it would prevent me from befriending anyone in the future. For some reason, I feel really intent on befriending or being in a relationship with a certain person, but this is not something uncommon for me. I mean, I'm not saying that I obsess over certain people, but that they catch my attention over others and are simply people that stand out to me. That's normal. In other words, there's this girl I like. (ooooooooooh) I know its cute that Max likes someone and all, but take me seriously. But I don't know if I should pursue it if I am as inexperienced as I think I am, yet she's an amazing person. So first, I'm conflicted about that, second I really have no idea of knowing if she could like me like that or any way to go about making it a reality. I guess what I'm looking for is a magic answer, something specific I can do, but I know that those are few and far between. Is that the correct phrase? I get confused with my sayings and phrases sometimes. I realize that writing this (and past entries) reveal a lot about me, but a lot of it is for personal reflection, as putting it into writing helps me put things in perspective and helps me think more analytically and realistically, as I can now read my thoughts on something tangible, rather than intangible thoughts.