I apologize for missing two days worth of entries, but I'll fill everyone in as to what's going on. Tuesday and Wednesday were typical annoying, long days of school, but the social situation has improved dramatically for some reason. I don't know what happened, maybe someone who read this blog told this person that about my misfortunes and it led to people being kinder to me here, but that's probably my paranoia setting in. If it isn't and its real, thank you. I haven't completely made a new person out of myself, but its definitely improved from anything at school. I can really see this experience filling out pretty nicely. I'm doing a good job of not judging people like I have done in the past, and am able to see sincerity more clearly. But I still can't read people's minds, so I'll just have to let that sit and be put aside and live free of fear. I've said this before, but I'm in a very transitional period in my life, and I pat myself on the back for documenting it like this, so I can look back at laugh at myself. Remember when humans weren't enslaved by the superior race of robots? Remember the time before Obama called for an Islamic Jihad on America? Good times. Anyway, things are definitely looking up for me, but this emotional pattern I've been following can turn any which way at any time. I've gotten closer with more people which is ultimately one of my goals. But to balance this with school is a real hassle, as school is extremely demanding. But if I can handle all this, I think it will really prepare me well for the responsibilities I will hold in the future.
But honestly, almost all the people are very approachable and kind, and are genuinely good people. How fortunate am I? Very, thats how fortunate. Also, the selection of girls aren't too bad either.
Today, the last day of classes in the week, we had this gross ass pizza with corn on it and it honestly made me sick while on the bus to this large mall in Jerusalem, where me and a friend ventured into the mall, looking for milshakes and chick hunting. Very uplifting to the very spirit that was aching earlier in the week. Well, tomorrow is another day with new possibilities, for better or for worse. Time seems to be on my side so far.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
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